Razzberry Mouse.

This is the name of my new youtube channel. 

Razzberry Mouse ^.^

It's odd, I used to have it named something else, aerialaftershock. And then I deleted my account and it refuses to let me have that name again B( hmm... 

I made a new account for a special reason ^.^ I'm going to start uploading videos and making a Vlog :O

I have yet to figure out how I'm going to do this :/

And I doubt I'll be famous or even well known for my odd little shenanigans... 

...considering nobody even looks at my regular blog :/

But it's what I wanna do, and I'm going to do it ^_^

Now, how should I come about these things.... hmmm. *thinking cap*

Idk XD I guess I'll just make them and see what happens :D Go with the flow, as they put it. Show the world my pony collection, among other things.

If you guys wanna see all my weird little antics and whatnot that will be coming soon, then follow the link below:

www.youtube.com/razzberrymouse

Haha, I'm posting links XD It makes me feel important XD

While I'm at it, here's some more shameless self-promotion XD

www.aerial-aftershock.deviantart.com

lol Oh, and 9 more days until the new Pokemon game :D :D :D 

This is turning into a pointless ramble-fest XD So I'm gonna wrap it up before even more aerial-advertizement ensues O.o

... ...... www.modelmayhem.com/aerialaftershock

XD

Not Such a "Lovely Little Thought."

Somebody.

Has hacked.

My effing Warcraft account.

B(

I will find whoever did it. I will hurt them. I will sick Justin's cat on them. And I will proceed to claw their eyeballs out myself if he fails to deliver.

I hate people.

So much.

No I don't. I love people. So much. I try with all my heart to see the good in everybody. and look what happens. This bullplop :( Is this what  I get for being such a nice person?

:/ 

Aerial's gonna have to smack a ho >:O 

I'm mad now. and people say I'm adorable when  I get mad. Like a puffed up angry little kitten >.<

Well, I'm kicked outta  wow for 3 hours and my password has been reset. I hope to god they were just spammers and that was it :/

I don't wanna have to smack a ho.

but yea I'm downloading the warcraft authenticator app as soon as I get this mess cleared up :]

Oh, and I'm a total noobie. So more than anything, I hope that douchenozzle enjoyed looting my two lv.30 something characters and my barely 100G >:3 Karma's a bitch ain't it? and that little mishap will only be the beginning for that pathetic walking meat sack. 

There I go again. Poofing up like a kitten 0.<

 

Later gators. -Aerial

Why Mondays and Love do not mix :/

Valentine's Day. It's supposed to be a frou frou lovey dovey holiday filled with flowers and overpriced hallmark cards. Cupid and Mighty Aphrodite. Paper hearts and Valentines. 

Then there's Monday.

Oh Mondays....

Lovey dovey holidays and Mondays should not exist on the same day. Because then you have a bad day, a huge misunderstanding, and you end up making an ass out of yourself. Let's backtrack to the beginning, if you will.....

I've never been one to celebrate Holidays. They just aren't my thing, and I don't really wish to share in celebrating "christian" holidays that actually have Pagan origins. Seems a little sacrilegious. But the special thing about Valentines Day this year is it marked the 2 year and 9 month period of Justin and I's relationship :3

I don't celebrate holidays but I'm a sucker for lovey dovey mushy stuff.

Justin had something planned. He refused to tell me what it was, but he promised I'd like it. I knew that it wouldn't matter what it was as long as I was with him and we could be together on this pink heart-filled, naked-angels-in-the-air day. 

So I get all dressed up. I wear my hot pink plaid skirt with fisheynets, and little heels ^.^ I put on a cute little black top with spaghetti straps (for it's unusually warm today after our week of snow O.o) and do my make-up real sweet. I do my hair up and get as cute as I possibly can. 

I go to the on-campus store and buy roses. I'm not sure what his favorite flowers are, but they have my favorites; Yellow roses, petals dipped with pink <3 I'm not shure why, but I LOVE these kind with all my heart ^.^ So I buy my favorite roses for my favorite person, and then I write him a letter. I fold it into a pretty, perfect heart. I can't wait to see him, and I feel giggly like a little girl all day long :)

I get a text from Justin saying that he's going to see Bob today (Bob is a truck driver, and only comes home every once in a while, for a few days at a time). I was a little confused, maybe he forgot, I thought to myself.

Keep in mind that he wouldn't tell me what he was doing for today, but I inferred it would be together. I got real upset, and felt like he was blowing me off. For the first time in my life  I actually got excited about a holiday and it was instantly shot down hard. 

Then, he tells me what the surprise was. He said he was going to get me a moonkin Hatchling. If you don't play world of warcraft this will make very little sense to you. But just trust me when I say this is something I've wanted for a very long time, very very very much. It's a little digital companion that follows you around on wow. 

I felt 2 inches tall the rest of the day :(( 

Because I was very bitchy to him, u.u and he had only the sweetest of intentions. 

Justin's a sweetheart, and I was awful to even question that he might have blown me off. 

I'm very lucky to have him ^_^

Maybe someday, if you haven't already, you will all find someone just as sweet and amazing as he is ;)

UGH.

Three minutes before I head off to class.

Wednesdays are a bummer.

9:00 am classes suck.

I'm so sleepy -_-

My First Semester...

Alot can change over time. But only four months?! I feel like August was so far away, yet I'm surprised at how quickly my first semester here has come to an end. So how did I like my first semester at the University of Central Arkansas? Hmmm.... If I could only use one word... Magical. College was everything I wanted and then some. Was it difficult? Oh yes. I had to drop a class early on, and it shattered me, you would have thought that somebody died. However, alot of people compare it to High School, and I'm actually making better grades here than I ever did there O.o I think it's my drive to succeed. I mean, I did so much to get here. I had to apply for the ACT, fill for scholarships and loans, and Fafsa *gulp* all on my own. I got myself here. Nobody else. I wasn't pushed to attend college by anyone, and I grew up figuring I'd never end up going. This first semester has felt so surreal, like a dream. I'm away from my parents and my family in Greenbrier. I love my mom and my dad, and of course my brothers. But when I go home, it feels more like visiting my parents house than "going home". How can that be? I spent my life there, nearly two decades. yet in the few months I've been here, it feels more like home than anything. I love my modest little dorm and how big all the university buildings are. I get a thrill walking around at night and doing whatever I want, whenever I want. However, I'm not abusing my power. Yea, I probably have a few crazy shenanigans every now and then, but I'm not going wild with my freedom. I feel like I've actually changed as a person here, and definately as an artist. My art professor, Ms. Sandra Luckett, has had such a powerful impact on me and my art. Yes, she was critical. She pushed you far out of your comfort zone. She changed my direction as an artist big time. My style and aesthetics remain, but my work is far more mature and dynamic than I ever thought would be possible. She is very reminiscent of another certain art teacher I have had in the past... :)

All in all, college is amazing. And I will cry when this year finally ends.

You Know Who You Are...

This person is my best friend. She is reliable and responsible. We share our love of My Little Pony and we have endured many things, including Grendel and the Turkey. I don't know how I would possibly be in college without her help. She is the older sister I never had and I love her with all my heart ^-^

This person gets stressed out alot. He has alot of hard classes and I don't know how he does it. He is fun to complain with and fun to listen to; when he complains it makes sense and makes you laugh. I've known him since Kindergarten when we had Mrs. Lane together. He makes me smile and I hang out at his apartment alot because it's not as lonely as my empty dorm. It's the best thing ever when he gets kindly XD

This person I am still getting to know. She is very shy and at first I thought she disliked me. This past month we have grown extremely close and I dare to say that she's now a best friend. She is going through a lot right now and I'll be DAMNED if this doesn't have a happy ending. I love her very much and I still need to get started on her cheshire cat drawing :3

This person has been my worst enemy and my best friend. We used to hate eachother. Then we loved eachother. Then we hated eachother. Then we were cool with eachother. Then we disliked eachother. Then somebody was spreading rumors and we were at eachother's throats with fangs and claws barred. Then we were okay with eachother. Then we moved in together and loved eachother. Then she became my best friend. Then she moved out. After that I missed her and now I continue to miss her. We have quite a bit of history but I love her and will always be there for her no matter what :) 

This person has been my lifelong friend. We wore pull-ups together. We were Pokemon masters together. She is opinionated and fickle at times, but when it comes to her friends, she's there. I can't recall there ever being a time where she wasn't there when I needed her. We had an amazing summer together. and I can't wait till we hang out again :)

This person is like a brother to me. He's silly and he taught me how to read tab. I think my dad wants to adopt him sometimes XD Remember when we all piled into the back of your truck and you drove across campus? haha good times :3

This person is another childhood friend. My best friend in the third grade and all the way through middle school :) I traded half of my deck and my Charizard card for a holographic Pichu for you one time ^-^ and I still have alot of your drawings, no matter what you say, you are a terrific artist :]

This person became my best friend for a very long time :) We went through that weird emo phase together that we will always deny, the Twilight books that we will always deny, and enough inside jokes to fill a dictionary :) We became criminal delinquents and it all started with those paper cowboy stars ^.^ We named our iPods, shared eachother's journals, and endured many a heartbreak together. I love her ^-^

This person joined the previous person and I sophomore year and we became a circle of happy friendship. I miss our long long phone conversations, and I know that any time I really need her, she's only a phone call away. I miss going to your apartment like I did at the beginning of college :( If I could drive I swear I would still come see you.

This person will never read this. But he broke my heart. I'm healed now and fine. It's been years. I'm glad that we are still cool and I think his current girlfriend is adorable :)  I give them my happiest blessings. Oh, and Zelda is STILL better than Final Fantasy.

This person I owe so much to. She was my best friend and in many ways still is. We grew up together and then we grew apart. Things changed and we walked down different paths. I'm sorry that I can't be there for you like I used to. I love you. I miss you. and I still wear my piece of our friendship necklace.

This person changed my life :) and I am in love with him.He's all I want. He's all I need. He's everything.

Make Art, Not War.

I love art. More than nearly anything. An artist is a musician of shape and color. Every time I do a work of art, I seal a little bit of my heart into it. I put everything into my pieces. I tend to overflow with emotion if I do not have an outlet to release it, and for me, that is art. 

I love drawing anime, but I've been trying to broaden my horizons since that style of art is frowned upon in college. Why? I have no idea. I've been dabbling in different medias as well, such as ink and charcoal, but my favorite remains prismacolor pencils.

My favorite artists are Azuzephre, Billy Martin, Andy Warhol, Roy Lichtenstein, and my own friends. I especially love the artists I've met in my Drawing I class because they all bring something new and different to the table. I think UCA has a really good art program and I aim to get my art in one of two on-campus galleries. 

Anyhoo, listen to me go on and on XD I'll show you all some of my more favorite pieces of mine and you can tell me what you think :) oh, and if you like them, be sure to visit my DeviantArt account, http://www.aerial-aftershock.deviantart.com/ :D Without further adieu, here's my work:

<3-Aerial